My Story @ Singapore

Nothing to tell...juz bored...my ex-bf is really really really bz...but, I still thank to him for support all my accommodation over there...thanks a lot!

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I found it!!! --> Endless Rain by X Japan (English lyrics)

I found it!!! Hahahaha....i'm happy...this lyrics really picture how i'm now...hmmm...so sad...chedeynyer...

Endless Rain (English) Lyrics

I'm walking in the rain,

though everything seems to be hurting me for some reason.

There is only nothing.

Just kill me now ... as I roam forever.

Until I can forget your love.

To me sleep is a confusing, narcotic that only quiets the beating heart.

All my love seems to flow from my body like a heart felt memory.

I keep my love for you to myself.

*Endless rain, fall on my heart In this wounded soul.

Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness,

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by.

As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me.

You're just an illusion.

When I am awake, my tears have dried in the sands of sleep.

I'm a rose blooming in the desert.

It's a dream, I'm in love with you.

Hold me warmly in your arms.

I awake from my dream

I can't find my way without you

The dream is over. I can no longer hear the voice of your gentle words. Floating off tear stained walls. So awakening in the morning, I'll move into my dreams ...until I can forget your love.

repeat *

Endless rain, fall on my heart, in this wounded soul.

Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness.

Endless rain, let me stay a memory in your heart.

Let me take in your tears, take in your memories.

ENDLESS RAIN by X-JAPAN (only lyrics)

Hmm....this song suggested by one of my friend after he saw my status @YM showed "Endless love???"...then I searched for the song n then i listened it....well, this song is in Japanese + English... the melody is good..but, i'm quite not really understand the song because is mostly in Japanese word.Hope after this I will found the translation of this song...

X Japan Endless Rain lyrics
Song title = 'Endless Rain'

Artist = 'X Japan'

I'M WALKING IN THE RAIN

Yuku ate mo naku kizutsuita karada nurashi

Karamitsuku koori no zawameki

Koroshi tsuzukete samayou itsu made mo

UNTIL I CAN FORGET YOUR LOVE

Nemuri wa mayaku tohou ni kureta

Kokoro o shizuka ni tokasu

Mai agaru ai o odorasete

Furueru karada o kioku no bara ni tsutsumu

I KEEP MY LOVE FOR YOU TO MYSELF

* ENDLESS RAIN, FALL ON MY HEART kokoro no kizu ni

LET ME FORGET ALL OF THE HATE, ALL OF THE SADNESS

Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by

As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me

You're just an illusion...

When I'm awaken, my tears have dried in the sand of sleep

I'm a rose blooming in the desert

IT'S A DREAM, I'M IN LOVE WITH YOUM

adoromi dakishimete

[* repeat]

I AWAKE FROM MY DREAM

I CAN'T FIND MY WAY WITHOUT YOU

[guitar solo]

THE DREAM IS OVER

Koe ni naranai kotoba o kurikaeshite mo

Takasugiru hai iro no kabe wasugi satta hi no

Omoi o yume ni utsusu

UNTIL I CAN FORGET YOUR LOVE

[* repeat]

ENDLESS RAIN, LET ME STAY EVER MORE IN YOUR HEART

LET MY HEART TAKE IN YOUR TEARS, TAKE IN YOUR MEMORIES

* ENDLESS RAIN, FALL ON MY HEART kokoro no kizu ni

LET ME FORGET ALL OF THE HATE, ALL OF THE SADNESS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AYAH MAK!!!

Last Thursday I wished my parents 'Happy Birthday'!!!....TRUE! Both of them born on a same date but in different year... I missed them so much... I cant go home on that day... But, thank to Allah there is a phone line to call them to wish 'Selamat Hari Jadi Mak Ayah'... Love U Both!!!

Mak and Ayah....gambo tahun bile ni aku xingat dah...huhuhu

Seksinya aku....hahaha....masa ni bru umo 1 tahun ngn mak aku yg jelita

I'M TIRED..I WANT TO REST!!..I WANT TO CHANGE MY PHONE NO...

Tired already....sometimes i've been thinking why i becoming like this??
Is it wrong for me to have some happiness for myself??
NO No...I shouldn't say that...

My destiny...telah pun tertulis...live with it...

I want to rest...I want to change my phone no...tired..tired...tired already...

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Aminn...